My tears wont stop

It is late and I need to go to bed. I tried to lay down and fall asleep but I just cant. As I layed there in bed I prayed for comfort and peace. I was thinking about Caden and I started to cry. I miss my little guy so much. I am so grateful I have a wonderful support group. I cant imagine doing this on my own. I keep thinking of all the memories with Caden and wish I could just hold him in my arms and rock him to sleep. How is this ever going to get easier. I just dont see it. I love you Caden. Love mommy

A big Thank you

I wanted to sit here tonight and just let you all know how grateful I am for all of you. Our family has been so blessed. Thank you so much for the prayers, thoughts, dinners, visits, and donations. My husband and I can not even imagine doing this all on our own. I am grateful to my Heavenly Father and Savior Jesus Christ. I dont know where I would be without them guiding me and supporting me. This has not been a easy road. I am grateful I have many people to talk to. I know sometimes people worry about talking to me about Caden, but dont worry. He is my little baby boy and I love to talk about him. He is my angel baby. Thank you Thank you so so much. We love you all. Jessica and Tommy