My tears wont stop

It is late and I need to go to bed. I tried to lay down and fall asleep but I just cant. As I layed there in bed I prayed for comfort and peace. I was thinking about Caden and I started to cry. I miss my little guy so much. I am so grateful I have a wonderful support group. I cant imagine doing this on my own. I keep thinking of all the memories with Caden and wish I could just hold him in my arms and rock him to sleep. How is this ever going to get easier. I just dont see it. I love you Caden. Love mommy

A big Thank you

I wanted to sit here tonight and just let you all know how grateful I am for all of you. Our family has been so blessed. Thank you so much for the prayers, thoughts, dinners, visits, and donations. My husband and I can not even imagine doing this all on our own. I am grateful to my Heavenly Father and Savior Jesus Christ. I dont know where I would be without them guiding me and supporting me. This has not been a easy road. I am grateful I have many people to talk to. I know sometimes people worry about talking to me about Caden, but dont worry. He is my little baby boy and I love to talk about him. He is my angel baby. Thank you Thank you so so much. We love you all. Jessica and Tommy

Caden's Bear

Caden's bear along with a bouquet of yellow roses were put on top of his casket with his yellow quilt. The bear now represents Caden and will be treasured always. He will now be in all of their family pictures.

Yellow roses grow in heaven, Lord pick a bunch for me. Place them in Caden's arms and tell him they're from me. Tell him that I love and miss him. When he turns to smile, place a kiss upon his cheek and hold him for awhile, because remembering him is easy, I do it every day. There's an ...ache in my heart that will... never go away.

Remembrance Video

We love you Caden, you have touched our lives in so many ways. God be with you till we meet again.